My generation

Well technically speaking, the week is over, there's no school tomorrow since its labor day. Been feeling very tired these few days due to a few things. I sent my mum to the hospital on Wednesday morning around 3am. She woke up puking and feeling giddy so called an ambulance and sent her there. Didn't get to sleep because of that. Furthermore there are quite a few assignments coming up and i'm not sure whether my group, or rather me, could get the job done anot. Then there's this stupid debate where i'm teamed up with Nani, Zaki and qh. The datelines are rather packed together. Surprisingly i was able to keep myself awake for Ms lim's lesson, but fell asleep during elvin's lesson. ok bye!

Wasted life

Today was just a waste of time. I'm betting Elvin made a mistake but he doesn't wanna admit it. First time I've seen Daryl so angry in my life. Next week is supposed to be my turn to do a debate and seriously i have no interest in the topic given to me. Something about whether budget hotel earn more then those really big hotels. I mean why would i care who earns more? I just wanna work in a place where they would treat me well and i'll be contended. Hmm i would have more motivation to do the topic on prostitution since its more interesting.

Anyway, the weather is getting really crazy nowadays. If Singaporeans were to spend more time outside we could all become black! and then there is a squall coming from Sumatra. Its just hot and cold, happy now Katy Perry? ok i'm being lame-_-" Anyway to all Man United fans who's reading: I BET THEY BRIBED HOWARD WEBB! Cheaters will have no honor even if they won the title. LIVERPOOL ALL THE WAY!!

Sam ain't giving up yet!

Just finished with star awards. This year's awards given is rather stupid. Joanne Peh was considered a supporting actress in little nyonya, yet she bagged the award for best actress. I prefer last year's ceremony. Crazy fonts always goes awry when i type till this part. Anyway been doing nothing much for this week or maybe i've been doing something but i cant seem to recall. All i could remember is er... that time i eat the porridge at Bishan very nice. Seriously nothing registers in my brain nowadays cos somebody is taking up my entire brain space wohoo!! Wondering how much space has she currently taken up? Just wanna tell you, i won't care what others say cos they don't understand and you're the only one in my mnd! I'm not gonna give up! Jia you to myself!

Field trip

Suntec's field trip was meaningful i guess? Even if i did learn something i would have forgotten 90% of it by now. The remaining 10% are only memories of what i did during the time spent with my friends. All i could remember was laughing Zaki with Ahmad, pinching each other's soft spot really hard and walking around as if we were aimless ghosts. Ok bye!

Am i in your cross hairs?

Wondering whether im on target of someone's cross hairs. Even if i am i have nothing to worry about, for i am the laziness incarnate. Too lazy to worry about anything, except on Friday =( If only i was a masked vigilante like Batman, i could snoop around offering protection in silence. Then again i would be the masked stalker in a stupid spandex suit. Yea, i think most definitely you are my kryptonite. Anyway, tomorrow the class is heading out to Suntec city for a field trip. I guess it would look rather ridiculous for a whole bunch of teenagers to be dressed the same going to some public area. I mean it would be understandable if it was secondary school uniform, but dressing up as if we're waiters wearing ties instead of ribbons is just -_-" whatever that face is supposed to mean.

Ah my ever impatient counterpart deleted his facebook account due to his frustration playing mafia wars. He couldnt level up fast enough. See that's the problem with society, always want instant stuff, instant noodles, instant 3-in-1 coffee, instant everything. That's what Paul Ng always say... I'm different, im patient and thus leveled up till 18 with millions upon millions of money in my bank.

I'm feeling happy nowadays. Guess its true eh, to give is better then receiving.

I'm thinking of you all the time

School starts at 12 today, i lost my timetable so forgot what time it starts. Ended up late, but its not your fault lah Rebecca!=) I have myself to blame for losing the timetable. Either way no point going to school early cos half the class aint there. Monday sucks cos school ends at 6.

EGG!

Just came back from playing bball with my friends. Been missing out so much, i could only do assists and snatching balls, plus i tire easily due to the hot sun and my evasive stamina. Now i'm preparing to go out with bb to have chowder cos he's craving for it since his boston trip. alright gtg seeya people! Btw... i miss you so much its getting crazy...

Mamihlapinatapai?

Found this phrase in cracked.com. I can't be bothered to explain it, I'll let the readers do the detective work. Could it be used to describe us? I've no idea. I don't even know if it works with the other party. However, i don't think it'll be the right word to use now as I'm already trying, or maybe it isn't hard enough? Whatever the case may be, I'll still try. I guess the only way to stop me is for me to be told directly in the face to stop.

Enough of all these random stuff. School reached a new low today. Was supposed to be in school by 8, but teacher told us to come in at 12.30. The period following was canceled as the teacher was busy with a competition. So in short we arrived at 12.30 and left around 1.30. Zaki was even late for 45 minutes, so for him it was only15 minutes of school. Ate in school before heading off to Vivo. Qh and i whacked Daryl in Toys'r'us with some harmless boxing gadgets, look around for some interesting toys and relieving our childhood days which are gone...

School as usual tomorrow, hope S&W ain't gonna postpone otherwise I'll be pissed at having to bring all those stuff and bringing them back without using them. Hmm i realize that i feel down when you leave, but my spirits gets lifted when you come back. Such emotional roller coaster... how can my feelings be false?

Mafia wars!

I started a Facebook account to play Mafia Wars. Currently i have 11 mafia members under my wing $194 970 (which is quite alot for a beginner) defeated a mafia of 57. ok lame, but its rather fun, having a challenge with zaki now see who can reach level 15 first. we're both at level 8 alr.

Today i gave her a small gift. Hope she likes it. Hmm i'm getting bolder. Well there's still lots of hard work for me to do. I can do it! ok nothing much to updat abt bye guys!

Courage

I find this picture cool. But then again it may not be courage but foolishness. Take your stand people!

Its all about you

School starts for my class tmr. I aint looking forward to it due to "political" changes. But of course there are reasons for me to look forward to go, for example YOU. Heard from sylvia that Yvonne might be joining my course but she aint entirely sure herself. If that's the case i'll be her senior even though we're the same age group. I don't even know Yvonne well jus aquantainces.

Went to sylvia's booth at a flea market today. Full of hipsters there and the place was so warm couldnt take it and left. Oh i cut my hair btw, now i look like some stupid retard with really short hair. I can only hope it grow as fast as possible.

A short one for you
You may think this way. You may be desperately trying to convince yourself that it is like this, but i'll prove to you it is not what you think. It never has and it never will. I miss you so much

Dare you to move?

Do i even need a chance? All i ever wanted was to see the smile on your face. All i wanted to do was to just admire your beauty from the sidelines. I never intended any hurt to set in. I feel so useless at times.

Warning: this is gonna be a long post. Read at your own risk

DAY 1
I did not join the others for the class chalet. Instead i met up with Bibek and Sylvia and went to Salvation Army in Bukit Timah area to check out the second hand goods there. Proceeded to ECP to have our dinner while Bibek and i rented our bikes for overnight cycling. Saw Sylvia off and all the fun began! First thing first we did something we have not done since we were a boy, as if its a ritual to sort of start our journey. Now here's the deal: DO NOT GO CYCLING IF YOU HAD A SUDDEN ATTACK OF BLURNESS. That's what happened to me. I checked the time and it read 20:18 pm. For some strange reason i minused 10 instead of 12 to get the time. In other words, the time was 8:18 pm and i read it as 10:18 pm. Decided to check out Geylang as Bibek hasn't done sightseeing before like Alan and i did before. Whores were supposed to start strolling out from 10.30 pm onwards. Reached there at around 8:40 thinking it was 10:40. Saw nothing much as the whores were still putting on thick makeups for the next two hours to scare off potential customers. Some pimps were asking me to buy their "products" I gave them zombie faces as though i did'nt realize i was in a red light district. Reached Esplanade at 10 pm thinking it was 12 am and wondering why is there still so much people hanging around. I looked at the time again and realized its gonna be a long night. Chilled right at the steps of the old supreme courts doing something potentially illegal. IN YOUR FACE GORVERNMENT! The next few sequence that happens are as follows: Marina square( empty) almost got trapped inside, cycled back to aljunied to meet jodi, played sobatage, chilled at her house, slept for a short while and then it was
DAY 2
Returned the bikes and then proceeded to cut off all ties with Bibek. Bathed at home and metup with Clement Siow. Reached the chalet and the horror of cup noodles began. The chalet being isolated, did not offer much accessibility to getting cheap food. We were stucked with cup noodles as we were saving the real food for BBQ on the third night. Basically nothing much was done and boredom started setting in. Spent the time watching videos and football matches. Slept for a short while and then it was
DAY 3
Actually, by the time i typed till here i have forgotten what actually happened. I only remembered swimming in the morning on my own, more cup noodles, more videos, BBQ and then er.. oh shit nothing else registers in my brain anymore. All i could remember was someone doing something sweet for me. Even though its another of the cup noodles. It tastes different. Could almost taste the sweetness haha.
Day 4
Packed up and went home. Ahmad and gang missed the shuttle bus, so did'nt go home together with the gang. I was reaching my house when they called me saying they wanted to have breakfast with me at Eunos. Went back home and slept till now.
Day 5
Oh haven't reach yet... see my memory sucks ok bye!
I miss you so much

The future freaks me out!

Its been the second day since im staying out of the house already. Rather eventful i would say. Will bog more about it when im done with the chalet.

THE FUTURE FREAKS ME OUT WOHOO!!

ARGH!

I can't believe i'm forgetful till i forget something important. I left my two newly bought memory sticks in church last week. Couldnt find them anymore. I'm so stupid stupid stupid!

Rescue

Sometimes i love listening to christian songs because they can be soothing in their own ways.

The baby ain't at my house today. If Bibek is alright with it then i would wanna go to Mandai crematorium to offer flowers for my grandmother. I have limited cash now so i would have to careful with my spending.

I don't think i would be going for the first day of the chalet. See how it goes with Bibek.

To you

This post is for the special someone.

There are times i may be a fool, times where i may be found to be lacking or even times where I'm simply not good enough, but all i ever wanted to say is that i still want to be there for you. I may not be as good as others, but i will do my best with what i have. You are unique. You are special. Beautiful. You may not realize this, but i see the best in you. You may try to deny it. You may compare yourself to others. Still you are the outstanding one to me. There's no denying to that. There are times where I'm foolish enough to be impatient, yet you are tolerant enough. Its all a learning process. You are one of a kind (even though you may not think so). Sometimes you are akin to a hiding place for me. I really appreciate it. All i wanted to say is this: You are special in your own way. Special enough to obtain a place in my heart.

Even if it kills me

I love MCS!! Went to haji lane with bb today. however it was really hot and bb couldnt take it so he suggested we go play lan at grandlink first. i vs him in cs until two guys challenged us. we jus totally own them!! until they left the game in utter defeat haha! proceded to haji lane. lots of cool stuff there. three items caught my eyes. gonna save money! he came to my house later on and we played isketch. we were screwing ard with all the players and it was so funny haha! before he left, we saw two fire trucks one ambulance and police cars downstairs. apparently a malay boy had wanted to commit suicide. lots of ppl agthered downstairs to watch. but they managed to find the boy. Alright dats abt my day! seeya ppl! btw seoul garden rocks the meat out of my belly! ( i dun even noe wad am i toking abt)