I'm not blogging

I got no computer!! how to blog?! I'm just sitting at home wishing that i got a computer so i can blog about all the things that happened the past few days, like how my mum decided that i stay at hougang instead,celebrating laozheng's birthday yesterday by going to marche at vivo city' rooftop, watching yes man after that at plaza singapura,i'll put up pictures of it when i got a computer. but i can't tell you guys these things because i don't have a computer to blog with. sigh...

Goodbye

Ladies and gentlemen, dis will be the last time dat i'll be blogging cos after dis i'll be packing away my com and wont be using it till the 31st after my house has finished the upgrading. i'll be blogging here and there if i can get my hands on a laptop. oh btw the news of the suicide at my block is out on the news alr. its rather confirmed. i'll be staying over at redhill, maybe at friend's house once in a while im not sure. ok the drillings at my area is getting unpleasantly loud. gtg see you guys soon! dun miss me haha:p

Just another day

Having the same empty feeling again. dis time i seriously not sure wad causes it. dint really do anything much today. jus dat i went to gary's house 4 gym on my own. there was absolutely no one in the gym. so i took the chance to train myself by doin weights non stop, since nobody is sharing it with me. did till i reached my limit and went home. fri is the day i shift to another place. mum doesnt like the idea of me going to sengkang. so im off to redhill. may be able to see nani there since my place is rather near his. ok bye. What's wrong with me?

Unexpected

OMG! someone jus jumped off from the 9th floor of my block. and i heard the body smash into the makeshift rest area 4 residents during dis upgrading period. very loud. at first i tot some workers jus whack their machines into some metal or sth. but it was loud enough to be noticeable so i went out to take a look and found out dat one of my neighbour leapt off. she had two kids somemore, i pity the kids... even now as im blogging their trying to pull the body out of all the metal debris. den now i got reminded of the corpse dat jena showed the other time, gross. now i can see a gaping hole on top of the makeshift rest area from my floor. its jus so sad cos im on talking terms with the lady. i totally dint expect it cos i jus saw her dis morning... this is screwed up...

Fall out boy- disloyal order of water buffaloes

Disloyal Order Of Water Buffaloes - Fall Out Boy

I'm coming apart at the seams
Pitching myself the leads in other people's dreams
Like buzz, buzz, buzz
Doc, there's a hole where something was
Doc, there's a hole where something was

Fell out of bed,
Butterfly bandage, but don't worry--
You'll never remember, your head is far too blurry.
Put him in the back of a squad car,
Restrain that man!
He needs his head put through a catscan!
Hey Editor-- I'm undeniable!
Hey Doctor-- I'm certifiable!

I'm a loose bolt of a complete machine
What a match:
I'm half doomed and you're semi-sweet

So boycott love
Detox just to retox
I'd promise you anything for another shot at life
Imperfect boys with their perfect ploys
Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy

Little girl, you got me starry eyed
Or was that just a telescopic camera lie?
Painted doors in the highway truckstop stalls
Lockless jails that deny my rules
All the rookies leave your badge and your gun on the desk
when you leave the room

I'm a loose bolt of a complete machine
What a match:
I'm half doomed and you're semi-sweet

So boycott love
Detox just to retox
I'd promise you anything for another shot at life
Imperfect boys with their perfect ploys
Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy

Fallout boys!

All right! fallout boys new album coming out real soon! its the first band i ever started out listening to btw hahahaha!!!

HAHA!!

The day the earth stood still

No church 4 me on Sunday. so met up with karwai in the morning and went to gary's house 4 gym.its been some time since i went to the gym. problem is, my back injury starts to act up after i did my stuff in there even till now. i'll see how it goes first lah. 4 now my routine is one day gym one day rest. went home to bathe change den met with kw again to watch the movie the day the earth stood still at the cathay. not bad good graphics. theme is the same as the movie the day after tomorrow. all abt conserving the environment otherwise the earth will be destroyed. but 4 the movie i watched aliens decided to intervene. woah! jennifer connelly is hot! i like her thin lips haha! but im still for felicia chin! :p supposed to meet up with elicia after dat 4 dinner but she suggested steamboat at a very late time plus i was on budget so gave it a miss. i rather go home and watch superman returns. hmm now my arms r aching from gyming ytd. dats a good sign. means dat i've really done the weights. not sure wads in store 4 me today ok bye! shall post photos when i start taking pictures cos now i too lazy:p

Update

Here's an update 4 u guys. bb's gone to Malaysia, my church has gone to Malaysia. im almost done packing up my house even though the date 4 the upgrading is still some time away. my area is dusty like dunno wad cos of all the drillings here and there. i wanna go out but not enough money. im getting sick of being stuck at home. most probably i'll be staying at sengkang 4 the upgrading at joshua mum's house. sigh... i jus dun feel the same anymore. oh ya btw i lost my voice. now i sound like sharon but my voice is way sexier.

Yesterday went to sch to try on the jersey. i dint even try it on jus see whether it fits david cos if it fits him it fits me too.went to vivo with a huge group after dat ahng out there and chilled. played at the arcade awhile den i went home to watch the felicia chin show haha! gonna go out tonight to meet some friends and get sth 4 someone. ok bye

HEY MANNNNNNNN,
THIS IS SYLVIA REPORTING TO STAFF SERGENT, SAMUEL TAN OH PENG.
CHEER UP YO!

You're like the best man,

but you need to stop thinking so much man.

my hols are here.

i'm gonna spend time with you hogay.

and pls pls pls, BB's NOT going back to NEPAL.

(i'm also worried about this)

BUT enjoy the moment man!

who cares what the future brings.

God will handle it yes?

He already planned it out.

i know you're gonna be more than what you think you are.

you're an amazing friend, brother, spiritual or not.

you'll always have US :)

through bad or good times.

i'm so sweet right????

-SYLVIA RAWKS YOUR BOXERS
(sounds familiar, ya, jodi always sign off like that)

Empty

I'm feeling empty inside now. its the holidays and 4 dis few days i've got nth to do. bb's going to malaysia from fri onwards and wont be back till the following fri plus my whole church will oso be going to malaysia 4 church camp and im not joining. but bb's going with his family so will be different destination.in other words i'll have no church to go to and no one to accompany me dis sunday=( anyone care to invite me to their church and go out with me after dat? come to think of it i wonder how will it be like 4 me if bb's parents were to decide to go back to nepal 4 good...

Headache's getting really bad. plus i realize it hits me at a certain point in the afternoon really bad. somethings really wrong but no doctor 4 me cos i aint got the cash and i dun wan my mum to worry. maybe i'll tell her abt it after lifeskills project as nani wanted me to.maybe gonna play battlefield with the guys dis fri. sylvia cant make it cos she got sch so too bad.happy holidays ppl even though im not too happy abt it... i feel so small inside. there's nothing i can do at all, nothing...

Here goes nothing!

Ok guys! i nid ur opinions on whether i should post photos of myself cos whenever i look back at my blog i oso get bored lol! tell me on my tagboard verbally msg call me anything! ok david told me to do dis quiz on his blog. first time doin such stuff. here goes nothing!

1. who is the person who tagged you?
david(ha)
2. relationship between you and him?
classmates
3. three impressions of him
funny, horny and loyal( cos of wad he told me of his _l_ bros)
4.if he becomes your enemy you will?
wad 4 be enemies?
5.what will you say to the person you like very much?
I'll always be there 4 u
6.characteristics that you like about yourself?
goofy
7.characteristics that you hate about yourself?
too blur at times
8.for the person whom you hate, what will you say?
if i hate u, i have a very good reason to. prove me wrong and we can even be good friends
9.how do people feel about you?
same ans as david
10. your crush?
not saying anything...
11. write down 10 people's names
1.bibek
2.yuqi
3.jodi
4.alan
5.sylvia
6.laozheng
7.ah law
8.nani
9.zaki
10.benkee

12. if 5(sylvia) and 7(ah law) were together?
dun think will work out cos they dun reall noe each other and two totally different worlds
13. who is 5(ah law) like?
like a worm!! jus look at the way he play bball!!
14.what colour does 9(zaki) like?
no idea
15.say something about 8(nani)
one of the class clown and my good friend in class cos he was the first i tok to first day of sch!
16.who is 2(yuqi)?
my really good friend since p5. wadever prob i share with him and he share with me
17.talk about 3(jodi)
not really worth toking abt much:p haha! pretty and strong cos went 4 tough training in magnum force b4
18.who is 10(benkee) best friend?
yuqi i guess
19.who's the sexiest among all 10?
im the sexiest of course! but i think benkee cos he very man
20.what color does 4(alan) like?
no idea
21.is 4(alan) single?
yea
22.your relationship with 1(bibek)
gay... not! very good friend whom i share all my probs and abit of debates here and there
23.are 5(sylvia) and 6(laozheng) best friends?
they barely know each other
24.9(zaki) surname
mohammed
25.7(ahlaw) nickname
ah law
26.say something to 8(nani)
follow your heart! dats wad u told me anyway
27.say something to help 9(zaki)
its time u forget her cos she oso like dun care much
28.who does 1(bibek)admire?
aiyoh very abstract kind of stuff dat normal singaporeans wouldnt think of in the first place
29.where does 1(bibek) lives?
mount vernon police campsite cos his dad is a ghurka officer
30.say something to 6(laozheng) when you see him
treat alan nicely hor try not to freak him out!
31. 10(benkee) spouse?
benkee havent married yet. but see his type oso zhai zhai one lah!lol

ok done with the quiz! headaches coming back worse den usual. almost couldnt walk properly jus now thanks to those who gave me a helping hand!

I love rain!

Wonderful weather today rain rain and rain! my favorite weather! so cold some more awesome=) i always love to be able to see snow and experience the cold weather in western countries but well i'll jus make do with dis. its cold enough anyway. was bored today so i ask one of my friend out to watch movie, but turns out dat a whole bunch turned up instead cos i asked ard some more. went to watch quarantine damn funny! not dat the show's funny its scary btw. but its wad my friends did dat was extremely funny. one of my guy friend was jus screaming away and all the ppl in the cinema was laughing at him. but quarantine is one hell of a scary movie cos it plays ard with suspense. the characters would never noe when the next vector would leap out at them from any dark corner. the show ended with the last survivor being dragged away by the vector. apparently its a mutated form of rabies dat manifested itself very quickly thus causing all the ppl to be quarantined.the show is rather gory and personally i think it should be made m18 instead of nc16. but who cares? haha!headed home immeadiately cos i cant stay out too late. come to think of it, i've been going out like almost everyday.

Just some personal thoughts, sometimes i really love it to be the only child. cos its gives me the personal space dat i really nid. there r times where i nid to sort out my thinkings and im really glad dat im alone. the best thing to phrase me is dat im an extroverted introvert. there r times where i rather prefer to be alone dats y sometimes friends tot dat i emo and and ask me how come i so quiet. not dat im emo but its jus me to be like dat. ok enough of dis. i jus came back home and i missed love blossoms!! GAAHH!! no felicia chin sob sob... haha!

Sunday!

Alright! no sch tmr! thanks to hari raya haji yea man more time to rest. church as usual today. grace got really inspired by the tv show the little nyonya so made us go to buy nyonya kueh with serene and bibek. quite nice i like those green ones. met up with karwai later den went to ochard. shopped 4 bibek's books and bag. den ate at carl's junior. kw told us abt dis guy called aloysius in his class super funny! headed home after dat.

My house is gonna undergo upgrading on the 19th onwards till the 31st of december. not gonna stay at home. still trying to find a place to stay at.but only 4 ten days cos 29th onwards is class chalet.my mum alr got place to stay den she pangsei me-_- now waiting 4 reply from alan bibek and kw. seehow first lah. last resort sleep at the roadside lor haha! I'm feeling helpless now.wanna help you but no idea how to go about doing it

Just another day

Well some rather unpleasant stuff happened ytd. wadever the case i hope things will turn out fine and everybody can all be good friends again. my back is getting better thanks to the painkillers i've been taking. but now im worried whether it'll affect me next time if i were to join the army cos its a second time i got the injury at the same place.

Today gonna go meet up with bibek and jodi. they wanna study and i think i should too with HSM. not high school musical but hospitality sales and marketing. giving bball a miss today cos of my back damn. my hands r itching to play bball argh! nvm theres always a next week! as of now i've got nth to do till one later when i go meet up with the gay and tribade.im bored. ok bye. it really hurts to see you cry.

Old injury

Ever heard of anybody who injured his or her back badly jus by sneezing? well i may be the first case dat u've come across. woke up in the morning and was gonna rinse my mouth by gurgling, den mr sneeze made his grand entrance while the water was gurgling in my mouth with my head tilted upwards. i choked on the water and saw stars. next thing i new it, my back was hurting asif i jus fell down. slowly made my way to bed and lied there till the ambulance arrive to pick me to the hospital cos i couldnt even move my back at all. initially i tot it was a slipped disk where one of the bones in my spine slipped out of position but the triage ruled it out after the x ray and said it was muscle spasm. it was den i realized dat it was an old injury. to those who rmb dat time where my body was wrapped up in bandages asif i jus came out of war, well its the exact same area where i injured my back today. was given an injection for the pain on my butt, got x ray done by a hot nurse, sent to the observation ward 4 two hours and tadah! im back home! well to those who wished me well, THANK YOU ALL YEAH!! appreciated it=) im given mc for three days but to heck with it lah, im going to sch tmr to kill time and boredom. as for now, i cant turn my back properly so have to wait till it recovers.

I cant wait to get back to sch to have fun with the guys man! rock on people!

Its cra-aaa-zyyy!!

Im going crazy trying to finish up the lifeskills project. the discomfort in my eyes are getting much worse and im not getting enough sleep. damn sooner or later i'll go blind and fall sick. maybe i should jus dun bother and dig a hole all the way to china jus to kill time. watch the second episode of love blossoms today. FELICIA CHIN IS SO DARN HOT!!! ARGH!!! ok enough... SHE'S SUPER HOT!!!! damn i cant control it. ok bye

An eventful day

Lots of things happened one shot in sch today. mr francis uttered some stuff dat got the class toking the whole day. today i see ppl taking sides. today i see ppl opening up and today i saw revelations and revolution. one heck of a day 4 me again. im getting giddy literally from it all. wad happened made me realise how much i miss sec sch days where everyone was having fun without having conflicts.today i also saw someone flared up really badly in class when the soccer ball hit him twice. wad happened today almost seemed like a badly organized coup which turned out successful anyway.

Having splitting headaches on and off. my eyes hurt so badly cos i think i overstrained my eyes trying to complete the project.or maybe im jus stressed out due to various various reasons.went to IMM after sch and i was forced to leave early due to the extreme discomfort my eye is causing me.

watched love blossoms the second seriesjus now. OMG felicia chin is soooooo hot!!! im melting!! haha=) ok gtg try and finish my project and let my eyes rest, otherwise im seriously thinking of consulting a doctor