Saturday was as usual, bball went home to bathe and change den went to church 4 guitar practice after dat met up with jodi. we went to the library at esplanade. she studied while i did my project on her laptop. walk ard later on and we ended up at plaza sing. walked abit more den i went home as i was tired. sunday church as usual. she came to church. i was stunned but i let it go cos it would affect me while im playing the guitar. went to eat with bibek and den proceeded to jodi's house, played scrabble and chilled and here i am, home ssweet home.sch tmr, i rather stay at home and do my project den waste my time in sch doin nth but playing psp. alright another random joke to brighten up ur day! enjoy!

One day a lawyer was riding in his limousine when he saw a guy eating grass He told the driver to stop. He got out and asked him, "Why are you eating grass".

The man replied, "I'm so poor, I can''t afford a thing to eat."

So the layer said, "Poor guy, come back to my house."

The guys then said, "But I have a wife and three kids." The lawyer told him to bring them along.

When they were all in the car, the poor man said, "Thanks for taking us back to your house, it is so kind of you."

The layer said, "You''re going to love it there, the grass is a foot tall."

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Battlefield

Yeah finished off two projects now i have to settle the lifeskills project on my own. all the best to myself! went to play battlefield at paradiz with nani ahamd and zaki today. my church friend jonathan and bibek came along to play with us. so the war broke out with samuel,bibek&jonathan vs nani, zaki&ahmad. it was a tough fight but my team managed to win! i was proud of the first round but the second win wasnt really counted cos nani left early. btw playing battlefield with jus six ppl in such a big field is like as a war in singapore involving only 6 people( im exaggerating but u get the idea) the map is freaking huge! and it took ard 1hr 30 min jus to finish one round. couldnt carry on any further cos we were too tired, so ahmad and zaki went off while bibek jonathan and i walked ard in plaza sing b4 heading to sch, church and home respectively.

HAHA! i finally figured out how to link up ppl thanks to david! thanks dude! now off to do my project ok bye!

Oldie

Learned abt how to operate some awesome cleaning machines in kacher today. but i was like falling asleep after lunch. guess must be all the blood rushing to digest the food in my stomach. y the rush? lol someone called me an old soul today. i'll take dat as a compliment cos it suggest all the wisdom i contain inside the wise brain of mine. bibek! i've grown wiser!!

Aggravated

No drum lesson 4 me today cos grace canceled it at the last minute GAHHH!!! i wan my lesson! took dis opportunity to go trim my hair cos its getting thick and i dun like it. but it may not look any different to some ppl though haha!

Injury

I injured my right shin today while playing soccer. i tried to jump over the ledge but my leg whacked the wall instead.can see a mark across my shin. couldnt even walk properly when i got injured but feeling much better now cos i put ice bag over it.

Ok tmr gonna go over to Grace's house with bibek 4 drum lesson den the day after will be a full day at kacher( is dat how u spell it?) dun feel like going though. plus i have the lifeskills project to complete. busy busy busy! seeya!

Headache

Yea got my specs back i can see much better now. but im having a headache guess its due to straining my eyes too much.should be better after i get some sleep.gonna go watch 'mind your language' on okto later!

Life in partial blindness is like hell

GAAAHHH!! i dun have to get a new pair of specs cos it can be fixed. but i nid a change of lenses cos my astigmatism got worse. so nid to wait till tmr evening den can collect my specs, meaning dat tmr i wont be wearing glasses to sch. damn i cant see things clearly. left eye over 300 degrees and right eye over 400?! most of the time when i go out with bibek i always point out to him where the pretty girls r. but i cant see anything today so he spite me by pointing out to me the pretty girls den pretend to rmb dat i cant see anything.damn him.

GAAAHHH!! its so frustrating not to be able to see anything.plus the whole of tmr i wont be able to see anything either. even when i typing now im straining to see wad im typing. dats how bad my eyesight is. im gonna spoil my eyes even further by doin dat. cant wait to get my specs back tmr

Partial blindness- not really

I broke my glasses while playing bball today. gonna make a new one not sure wad design i should go 4. suggestions anyone? fell in love with the band lifehouse. all the songs r beautiful and meaningful.

A rift

Found out sth unexpected. i was stunned, but did not dare believe it. i heard my voice yelling in my head dat it cant possibly be true. but wad i heard hit me. the behavior, the actions, the things dats happening which is in symmetry with both formers. it all starts to make sense.i can never look at it all the same ever again. its jus stunning how ppl can be scarier den monsters.

There is a rift. one dat cant jus be seen and decerned with the naked eye. however if one were to look closer, its very audible, perceivable.guess life changes as one progresses with age.to me wisdom and knowledge would be the best tools to survive in dis everchanging world.

Guess it'll be bball and meeting up with jodi again tmr(?) its been one heck of a day 4 me today; discovering stuffs dat i shouldnt. curiosity killed the cat though haha! hope tmr would turn out much better.

What is that adorable thing doing?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAKI!!!

Zaki's bday today. a few more day den will be sharon's bday den in ard three more months it'll be my bday.btw my bday is jus one day b4 mas. mine is 18 feb while hers is on the 19th.

Alright im 3/4 way through angels and demons.i recommend it to anyone who loves books its awesome! sheer genius of how the plot is woven. gonna meet up with bibek tmr. he says wanna go dine at some russian restaurant. not sure wad we're gonna do after dat though. im open 4 suggestions! sylvia going taiwan tmr hope she have a safe journey. wanna eat and sleep dun even feel like going to sch tmr cos im jus too tired.strangely i keep feeling dat today is friday-_- nites ppl!

Fun day!

School was the same with the guys joking all the time. wads interesting was dat sylvia accidentally pon sch 4 nth. since she was early, she went to meet up with bibek first. after dat she met up with me cos she got nth to do. so together with the gang, nani ahmad zaki daryl mimi taufiq and the girls adlinah and seha, we went vivo to eat. good to noe dat sylvia got along well with my classmates even till the point of sataying dary!spilt ways and i went home to run some errands 4 my mum while sylvia went to singpost to wait 4 bibek.finished my errands and met up with them again.slacked at mac den went to my area the community centre to dine at pizza hut. thanks bibek 4 treating us!so here i am blogging=)

Well im like dying to read the book angels and demons by dan brown.got the book from david im so gonna finish it asap cos its really interesting! i noe i noe the book is soooo long ago. but i couldnt get hold of the book till now. i've read the da vinci code though... ok bye!

Wasted my time

Pon sch jus to go 4 the cotton on interview with sylvia today.turns out dat the turnout was overwhelming.dint even manage to get an interview. wad a waste of time.. so hanged out with sylvia and her poly friends awhile den went off to ngee ann poly to meet up with ahmad zaki and hakim 4 soccer. i played the keeper but suck at it.afterall basketball is still my thing.bibek joined 4 awhile. was waiting 4 nani to arrive but apparently he had to settle some 'stuff' heh:p was getting late so went home first.

Feeling so sleepy again, guess its cos of the night b4 when my mum went to the hospital in the middle of the night cos her shoulders was swollen and it hurts badly 4 her. i was awake the entire night and dint manage to catch any sleep.den again i dun feel like sleeping wanna try and tire myself out entirely and see how it feels like.im a crazy dude i noe:p

I seriously cant wait 4 the bros chalet organized by yu qi man! bet we're gonna have lotsa fun 4 the period of time. come to think of it my holidays r rather packed.gonna have christmas celebration with my church, go mr francis house to celebrate, class chalet, bros chalet(which could be during dec or maybe feb), drums lesson with grace and oh ya christmas celebration with tribades, jodi, sylvia and my partner in crime, bibek! cant wait 4 dat oso=)

Hmm so much fun stuff to do and im thinking of working during the hols... where got time?(my group motto..weird) busy busy busy! ok bye

Things that happen for the past few days

Played basketball in the morning as usual on sat at mcc. it poured halfway but we still continued our game. its been very long since i played bball in the rain alr. went home to bathe change den went out to meet Jodi again. heh like becoming habit alr meeting her every sat. went to vivo. she wanted to study so went to the rooftop where she did her stuff while i played my psp. we hanged out there from the noon till night. hmm everywhere is putting up christmas lightings. i jus love it! cos christmas is my all time favourite holiday! how i wish i could have my perfect christmas!

Went to church as usual on sun with bibek being late as usual 4 the main service. thought dat there was youth cell group but turned out it was jus to discuss sth. went to plaza sing with bibek den met up with yu qi there. walked ard and played at the arcade awhile and i cheated at a racing game with bibek:p den comes the highlight of the day! ahmad had alr asked clement out with the wakanabes. so i met him at PS. walked ard abit more cos the rest havent arrive yet. got a call from nani saying dat he's alr at paradiz so split ways with bibek and yu qi and headed off to meet nani. zaki and ahmad was late especially ahmad. he assured us dat he would reach latest by 6.30 but came two hours after the time he specified-_- played battlefield with the guys. clement& zaki vs samuel, nani&ahmad. we lost both rounds cos clement was jus too good. wondering whether he studied 4 his o level or trained playing fps games anot haha! but its good to hear dat he's doing fine=) left early cos its getting too late liao.

So here i am blogging. good thing tmr sch starts only at nine den got more time to rest. i wont be blur like last time where i went to sch early:p ok bye!

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?

Damn i cant believe i keep doing the things dats totally against my own principles over and over again. pissed off to the max with myself.

Can't really rmb much abt wad happened jus dat mr elvin flared up at nani ahmad and zaki. mimi danced in class again and i was playing psp the whole of today.dint really had any proper lesson. wad a waste of time...supposed to follow nani and the group to play soccer in np but they were dragging the time so ended up i went home instead.

I'm supposed to go 4 the nyaa camp but i alr backed out. wonder how will it be like 4 the rest in the camp. got a feeling theres gonna be alot of time wasting sessions like waiting 4 nothing.maybe a simple event like reaching pulau ubin at say, 10.30 can drag up till 12? heh not my prob anymore:p

School ends at one tmr. anyone wanna jio me out?watch movie or sth i dun mind! jus dun wanna go back home and bore myself to death doin nothing.

Well i was stumbling when i chanced upon dis. enjoy!

Two bats are going for their midnight feed. After an hour or so, one bat gets tired of looking and goes home with no blood. The other bat comes home with blood dripping from its mouth. The first bat says enviously, "Where did you get all that blood from?" The second bat replies, "Follow me. I`ll show you." After awhile the second bat leads them to a cave. He says, "You see that wall over there?" The hungry bat excitedly says, "Yes!" Other bat says, "I didn't."

Recollections

Have been released from sch early the past few days. i take it as an opportunity 4 me to rest well. feeling better now cos have been resting properly. found out sth from someone abt someone else today. shant elaborate more cos its jus not right to interfere.

It has been raining 4 dis past few days. i love rainy weather! always got reminded of the time when i played in the rain with Bibek Sylvia and Jodi. the rain was huge and we were at Jodi's house. saw the rain approaching and so rushed down to an open area to play.den i had to be an idiot cos i slipped and fell on my head-_- den i played dead cos the fall was really hard and Jodi was panicking well dats all in the past. really enjoyed myself with them!

Alright enough of my past alr. trying to finish up on some projects bye people!

What's wrong with me today?

I've never felt sleepier den before today. been sleeping through almost the whole of today in class. sch ended early and i came back home to sleep again. even now im still feeling sleepy. man wads happening to me?

Fell in love with the song 'when the day met the night' by panic at the disco. the lyrics are good and i really love the music! ok bye!

Sunday

Met the aussies in church today a total of 8 of them including their pastor.there were only two guys while the rest were gals. dint managed to take pictures to spite sharon though cos samuel is shy ard foreign girls-_-

Met up with karwai after dat. wanted to catch a movie but ended not doing so again.in the end headed to marina square(again??) to dine at carl's juniors.slacked there and tok crap. walked ard and karwai joked abt the name of a shop lol. played at the arcade the daytona thingy. we only played 2 rounds but karwai lost both even though he was leading all the way till the last lap. almost asif he was paving the way 4 either bibek or me to win.

School starting tmr again and i dun feel like going. Sylvia told me dat theres gonna be a job interview 4 me on the 18 so most probably gonna pon sch on dat day and accompany her, maybe bibek's gonna join i dunno...wanna catch up on my sleep le nites ppl!

Tiring day

Just got back home. was out for the entire day cos played basketball in the morning and was shagged. den rushed off to ngee ann poly to do my project.its the first proper meeting with my group members since project started. only member who wasnt present was Mansur cos he's working.had alot of fun doing our project cos i noe of a good place to do it. Nani's friends came and joined us a short while later. finished up a huge part of it and was supposed to play soccer. oh yea btw without bibek's laptop we wont be able to do it. thanks man! as i was saying, was supposed to play soccer but jodi called me up again saying she wants to meet up with me, and since i was alr tired i went off to meet jodi.

Had dinner and walked at marina square den sat at the area behing the esplanade where its facing the future IR. man i seriously nid to have a good rest im so tired nowadays even till the point of falling asleep at the most improbable spot. oh ya tmr theres gonna be aussies coming over to my church.sharon went high when she heard dat last fri -_-

Gonna meet up with karwai tmr and maybe we're gonna catch a movie jus the three of us me kw and bb. nites ppl! P.S my blog posts are getting boring

Things that happened today

Turns out dat yu qi wasnt free to meet me. so met bibek instead but i dint go to ngee ann poly cos i suggested to catch a movie instead.but the trip was screwed up cos bibek's ezlink card got corrupted. i wonder how the hell dat happened. went to get his card fixed and headed to marina square instead of vivo. ate at pizza hut 4 lunch. like im some rich kid now eh but i owed bibek the money 4 the lunch.sharon and mas came to find me awhile.the girls scooted off when we were abt to pay the bills, asif they're scared we ask them to foot the bills -_- headed off with my partner in crime to esplanade library and surfed the net there den went home.

Well its gonna be one week since i started a blog. its been interesting cos it kills time and boredom 4 me. im getting the hang of it even though im still a rookie in some areas... interesting cos so fast i got spammed by someone lol. there r times when i feel like giving up blogging cos im lazy, but den i can't waste the effort of the person who did up the blog 4 me, so here i am still hanging on haha! Im hungry gonna go satisfy my tummy bye!

Mixed emotions

Got released from sch super early today, supposed to end at 5 but ended at 12 instead. headed off to marina square to meet up with yu qi and had lunch with him.spent the rest of our time walking ard aimlessly occasionally stopping by some shops to view clothes. a few of them caught my attention but i'll have to save money to get them cos money doesnt come falling from the sky.split off as he needed to go 4 his bible study and here i am blogging. seems like i've added sth to my mundane and boring routine: blogging! now everyday is gonna bcome boring again. maybe laozheng was right, one day i'll get bored and stop blogging. but no! cos i dun wan eileen to look down on me!

Having mixed feelings now cos i found out sth rather disturbing and got me pissed off. the mixed feelings is the result of my misjugdment i suppose. im angry dat i misjudged, angry dat someone was hurt as a result and angry dat such a thing happened at such an age.things shant really be the same 4 me anymore cos i could feel the hurt dat the one getting hurt felt.ARGH!! enough of dat.

Gonna end sch at 1 tmr.yu qi said he wanted to meet me, bibek wanted me to go over to ngee ann poly after my lesson.hmm guess i'll jus solve dis prob by simply splitting myself into 2. ok bye

OBAMA THE FIRST BLACK PRESIDENT!

Alright! Obama won by a huge margin! Obama: 349(votes), McCain: 147(votes) and there we have it a new and MUCH better president den Bush. got the news from mr francis and msg bibek straight away. guess we're gonna go out and celebrate the victory on sunday or sth.

I was feeling sleepy for the whole of today even though i dun seem im sleepy. guess im tired not jus physically but oso mentally.jus totally drained. guess im not all great and mighty after all...

Group project!

Decided to carry my group's burden and complete one of the three major projects all on my own. hope i dun get too stressed out.bye people!

Blank mind

Jus came back from dinner with sylvia and bibek. sylvia was late 4 one and a half hour but lucky got bibek to tok to otherwise i'll be bored to death.all i rmb dat happened today was mimi dancing in class the class went high after he danced haha!

My mind is in a state of blank. Nothing seems to be in my mind nowadays.gues i'll have to settle some knots in my mind before i can start being un-blank.not a good feeling though to be blank, cos either i'll be super absent minded like today when sch is supposed to start at 9 but i reached at 8 thinking it starts at 8, or my facial expressions might jus convey the wrong expression dat im being too hostile or expressionless.but i have to admit though, i was never good at expressing feelings even simple facial expressions some people might misinterpret.

The knots in my mind... i've got no idea how to untie it though. i may have told bibek dat i got over it, but up till now it all seem like a dream still.hanging in a limbo is the best phrase to describe my state of mind now.Im tired wanna go sleep. nites people...

walkathon

I ran 4 the walkathon.joined nani and the rest 4 the walk again as i was bored and still early to go church.wohoo! gonna take up drum lesson from grace! but its two more weeks from now...

calculated the amount of money i needed for the road trip bibek was toking abt. would take me a couple of years to save up the sum of cash but im really excited for the road trip.hope i wont save the money for nth cos the rest got the habit of backing out at the last minute. Im tired but dun feel like sleeping. guess i'll jus go ahead and contemplate the meaning of existence. seeya people!

unexpected meetup

Well tot dat i could rest at home today as its was raining in the morning so dint go 4 the usual bball in the morning so slept till the afternoon, but jodi's call came in and woke me up. she said she was bored so went out of the house to meet her.waited 4 her at aljunied station. saw tay ping hui and dawn yeo filming there.first time seeing celebrities in action.interesting. jodi came shortly after dat and we headed to the heeren. walked ard looking at clothes den decided to catch a movie so headed to cineleisure or isit cineplex? either way there wasnt any nice movie so went to the food court at the basement to fill our stomaches. was supposed to be back by 8 but called my mum and told her i'll be home later and thus headed to have another round of food at the rooftop of the esplanade.samuel is always hungry cant blame heh=) and den headed home!

have to rest early though cos tmr nid to wake up early to attend dis walkathon at bishan.i'll be meeting mr francis at pasir ris station den he'll take me to bishan.will be rushing to church after dat.Nites people!

happy bday benkee!

Well i was bored, so decided to create a blog.Not sure how it'll turn out though.I'll delete this blog if i find it too troublesome since i'm such a lazy person.Alright here's an update on what happened yesterday.Went to school as usual and finished up where the class stopped at for the show sister act 2. The show was not too bad.Had a boring lesson with mr elvin after dat den went 4 the nyaa meeting.decided to withdraw cos samuel is:99.99% lazy, 0.01% busy.(notice how i switched from typing normally to short forms like 'dis')

went off to play a round of pool with nani ahmad mimi and zaki at bukit timah plaza(near ngee ann poly) after dat.i was actually trying to kill time while waiting 4 yu qi's reply.got his msg shortly after i 'won' a round with ahmad and headed off to anchorpoint to meet the bday boy and yu qi. presented benkee with his *ahem* present and found out from them dat wei chong had a gf??!! Wa lau he dat kind of person can get a gf den i can go jump down liao lor! shit man must buck up! finished eating at KFC den met up with the rest of the guys, ah law lao zheng and alan.walked ard a little while more den headed off to have our buffet at the area at espalnade. yu qi decided to follow david's 'advice' of having a short cut and we ended up walking three times the distance when we can simply cut through marina square to get there. damn u.

got our sorry asses there finally and had a mix of bbq and steamboat.its jus like having seoul garden but its an open area instead. benkee and i was a bit buay song with one of the guys serving us food but lets not remind myself of dat again. was laughing my ass off 4 the entire dinner esp 4 the classic ' MY MEAT MY MEAT IS BURNING!' incident. finished off our food marathon and headed back to marina square to walk ard to digest our food. otherwise we'll become yu qi the next.. went to topman and i bought dis thingy to wear on my wrist and headed home thereafter.

sorry sylvia couldnt join u 4 dinner. promise next time i'll go with bibek and treat u dinner=)